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From this sickfic prompt list. [Tumblr post] Partially under a cut because it got long.



There were certain behaviors that had to be observed in a professional setting. For one, Lazard had worked hard to gain the trust and respect of his men, and all the harder for the respect of the rest of the Board of Directors, given he was one of the youngest executives, certainly to hold as much power as he did. And Sephiroth had a reputation to maintain, both amongst the ranks and with dealing with those same executives. So while there were suspicions, and certainly their closest friends were aware, neither man was quick to make their relationship public.

That said, if you knew what to look for, there were some tells. Like the fact that every time Lazard had attempted to get coffee, someone had replaced it with some variant of black tea. Someone with high enough clearance to come and go as he pleased into his private office. And someone who was not only aware of the meaning behind the change in the decorative fold of his handkerchief to something much more practical for use, who would all but verbally call him on it.

Leaving a box of tissues on his desk was going a little far, however, and the next time Sephiroth came into his office, Lazard hit the automatic door lock and glared at him. “You will stop that.”

A fine silver brow arched, and there was a slight shift between ‘general’ to ‘lover’ in his tone. “And how late are you working tonight, Director?”

“As late as my due work demands, General.”

“Mmhm.” Funny how much two syllables could say, without even using words. “You know what you’re going to do to yourself.”

“It’s nothing I can’t manage.”

Every fall, Lazard.” He crossed to the desk in a soft swish of leather, gloved hands resting on the desk. “I could set a clock by you.”

“Exam and promotion season is an extremely busy time, to say nothing of the end of the year,” Lazard said, and no, he was not being defensive; it was fact.

“It would be much easier if you would delegate,” Sephiroth reminded him, an age old argument.

“I’m the Director, not all of it can be delegated.”

“I’m the General; who, exactly, do you expect to tell me no?

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A little blurb I did on my original Lazard Deusericus rp blog (before it was forcibly and unwillingly rebooted). [Tumblr post]



Lazard stared, wide eyed, at the neatly stabbed corpse, and tried to understand the strange feelings it provoked. At his side, Sephiroth calmly flicked the blood off Masamune and sent a coldly smug look at Veld as the Turks milled about, ‘handling’ the results of the president’s untimely demise. The rest of the board, standing well away from them, barely registered. “You killed him.”

“I did, yes.”

He was so calm, a perfect grounding compared to the storm of emotion threatening to drown his lover, who just looked at him with the same wide eyes. “You killed him.”

“And this is why I didn’t let you do it.” Catslit green eyes glanced his way, a flicker of a smile on his lips. “It was overdue, of course, and you would have for us, in a fit of protective rage no doubt. But it would tear you apart, well before the Turks would. You cared too much.”

“I hated him,” he whispered, knowing it was true. But then, why did it hurt?

“I know,” Sephiroth said softly, stepping forward to get a chair and lightly pushing him into it; he couldn’t protest, somewhere between numbed and an unexplainable pain. “And you hated him enough to kill him, but he was your father.”

“Sire,” he corrected automatically. “He was no father to me.”

“Enough to hate him.” He shrugged, glancing back at the body. “Enough for me to know that this task could not be yours.”

“I hated him,” he repeated numbly, assuring himself it was true, but finding no solace in his conviction. “Hate him.”

“A dangerous poison, hate,” Sephiroth mused quietly. “Sometimes, it does help to act on it. But not always. And this would not have quenched yours.”

“I should be grateful.” The glasses came off with no care for the faint glow even the contacts allowed for as he rubbed his forehead.

“Didn’t you tell me it was alright to hurt?” The words were gentle, for his ears only, though their closeness was more obvious than either of them had ever allowed before in public. “Let yourself feel. It’s normal, is it not?”

“I… yes.” He sighed heavily, feeling unreasonably tired. “You killed him for me.”

“I did, though I know you would never have asked it.” He shrugged, silver bangs swaying as he tilted his head. “What would they dare do to me, after all, even if it was not the better choice for your well being in subtler ways?”

Lazard laughed, the sound a bit strangled. “I suppose I owe you a kill, then?”

Green eyes glanced his way, puzzled. “Pardon?”

Your father,” he explained, the sudden amusement in green eyes making him arch a brow. “What?”

“If the time comes, I assure you I’d manage myself,” he said, still looking so very amused.

Lazard didn’t understand it. “Isn’t that a bit contradictory?”

Sephiroth sighed, smiling faintly and shaking his head. “It would be no burden to me, Lazard; I never cared enough to hate him.”

Understanding began to dawn, though he tried to reject it instinctively, to deny it even to himself. “Never…”

“Hate is emotion - a very powerful emotion,” he said. “He inspires no such thing. I assure you, should it be necessary, the only difficulty I will have is the sheer amount of paperwork it will generate.”

The blond shook his head slightly. Paperwork. He was worried about paperwork? “You’re lucky.”

“Mm.” He shrugged again, a faint smile still curving his lips. “Something like that.”
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I had the pleasure of writing with a fantastic person who largely goes by crimson-sun, and we were doing a rp thread where, instead of just Genesis defecting, things spiralled out of control very quickly and both Angeal and Sephiroth went chasing after him. The parts that we did were dominantly between Lazard (done by me) and Hojo (done by Crim) where they were trying to deal with both calming down/getting the SOLDIERs back, and the fact that Genesis desperately needed cured - something that, barring literal divine intervention, only Hojo stood a chance at. It was full of feels and I may end up putting some of that together on here at some point just to archive it somewhere other than GoogleDocs.

But come around the holidays, even after we'd stopped the thread, Crim surprised me with a lovely piece of art, which I of course absolutely had to write a ficlet to go with. [Tumblr post here]

Lazard gently holding an upset Sephiroth's face, looking concerned.

Ficlet under the cut... )
ladykf: Logo with the FF7 comet and VII in black (FF7)
PROMPT: Write five unconnected scenes (300 words maximum each) involving only two characters. After reading all five, the reader should have a firm understanding of the two characters and their relationship.

I chose Sephiroth and Lazard, from FF7: Crisis Core. Obviously, not canon compliant, and at 3+ years old no longer entirely compliant with my headcanon timelines, but I do like it. It's not exactly in chronological order, but it still reads ok. [Tumblr post]



Scene 1: Lazard’s POV [211 words]

Heiddeger gave me a headache on the best days, but with casualty reports constantly coming in sleep was coming less and less, and I think I was about ready to just haul off and hit him to see if he was really that dense. The way he talked, like the men were just… expendable…. He didn’t even have the excuse that there was an overwhelming number of them - SOLDIER was a small, elite force. Not that anyone was expendable, but gods damn the man, sometimes he made me so angry.

Sitting at my side with quiet dignity, Sephiroth had just touched my wrist. Just a touch, but I was wound so tightly that I snapped my gaze to him.

A tiny smile danced on the edges of the general’s lips, understanding in his eyes. His voice was so soft, barely a breath, that it was almost more a matter of reading lips to be sure what he’d said.

We know.’

It was just a moment, unnoticed by the others in those few seconds, but… slowly, I felt myself relax. There was no real point in fighting with Heiddeger - experience had proven that time and again. SOLDIER knew how I felt about them, and that was really what mattered.
 

Scene 2: Sephiroth’s POV [241 words]

Lazard was going to be the death of himself. It wouldn’t be an executive order, it wouldn’t be an assassination, it wouldn’t be from an ill-advised training exercise with the men - he was going to work himself to death.

It was easy to tell when he was exhausted, particularly once the glasses came off. His eyes were too bright, mako eating through increasingly lower reserves, and there was a dark bruising beneath them that spoke of many sleepless nights. He had trouble sleeping to begin with, but he’d get stuck in his own head and run himself in circles - more than once I’d returned from a mission in the dead of night and found him awake, sometimes not even fully changed as he plowed through paperwork.

It didn’t help that he’d gone and caught something - I couldn’t tell what, he was doing a good job hiding it, but there was a husky note to his voice that would normally have been quite enticing if I didn’t know it was from pain. The usual handkerchief was conspicuously absent halfway through the day, an occasional breathless sneeze escaping despite his efforts as his body rebelled.

The look on his face when I came in and took his coffee, replacing it with honeyed tea, was priceless. Somewhere between offended, embarrassed, and touched, but really, if the man wouldn’t take care of himself, then I suppose I had to do it myself.

 

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